I never really got to be the one who was depressed and a mess over my fathers death. I had to be strong for my sister and my mom. I did most of my crying by myself which probably wasn't a good thing for me.
It wasn't cars with me and my dad it was westerns. My dad loved westerns and would watch them over and over. When I was a young kid I would be like awwwwwwww Dad John Wayne again!!!!!! Now when those old westerns my Dad loved come on I watch them. Sometimes it's almost like he's here watching them with me again.
One thing I do know is that anyone whose dad is still around make time to spend with him. I'd do pretty much anything just for a couple more hours with my dad.