Originally Posted by Lynchmob72
I don't mean to get all milky, but all i ever wanted was a father.
It hurts more now then ever.
I know it's hard because I am in the same boat, not exactly because my father is still alive. However, when I think of my father (since we have never spent any real time together) I try to always remember the good things. The things we have never done together, I sure make sure that I do them with my kids.
Stay strong and hang in there brother, things will get better over time. My prayers will be with you and your family during this difficult time!