There are no words to express how I feel right now.... so I'll post pictures instead.

[BowlenBall]

http://topnews.net.nz/data/Heavy-Drinking_0.jpg
http://www.amindindisturbia.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/12/Existential-Depression.jpg
http://images.fanpop.com/images/image_uploads/calvin-angry-calvin--26-hobbes-318681_366_362.jpg

[spiralism]

http://media.giantbomb.com/uploads/0/6087/759933-noose_lg_716525_large.jpg